Crooked Finger (crookedfingers) wrote,
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life after death

It is 1:45 PM Tuesday afternoon here in West Michigan. It is a hot humid day. We have our central air system on constantly due to this late Summer heat wave. It has been predicted to get cooler by this coming Friday. I need to mow the lawn when the weather gets cooler. I could have mowed the lawn this morning, but I was not in the mood to cut grass. Our next door neighbor was out mowing his lawn this morning bright and early.

I got up this morning around 7:48 AM. When I got up Carol had left to have breakfast with a friend who just became a widow. In Carol's church there are six women this year who have become widows. There are right now 26 widows and 6 widowers in Carol' church. It seems men/husbans die before the women/wives do. I know someday Carol and I will both die. I am sure I will be the one to die first.

I spent the morning doing the usual things like having breakfast, writing in my paper diary and reading from a book. Today I mainly read my Reformation Commentary on the Gospel of John Chapters 13 through 21/I read on John Chapter 17 today. Now it is 1:52 PM Tuesday afternoon.

Before I sat down to write I fed the birds and put clean water in the bird bath. It sure was hot outside! Carol has been on the computer ordering books for the Woman's Church Ministry.

I do not know what I will read this afternoon? Today I have find myself just staring off into space.

I did take a walk this morning around our neighborhood. I took a walk last night also. Tomorrow is the first day of our Friends of the Library Used Books Sale. Due to my present mental health condition I have not helped this year with the Used Books Sale. I can volunteer at the Book Nook, but that is about it. After I do my volunteer shift I need to come home and recover.

I did read from these books today and also last night-'The Size of Thoughts' Essays By Nicholson Baker and 'Rome, Naples, And Florence' Travel Memoir Fiction By Stendhal.

Well, I suppose I will close to write, read, and stare off into space. I have not taken any Xanax today. Thus far I feel OK. I am still taking each morning Paroxetine.

The most common side effects of Paxil include:
vision changes
weakness
drowsiness
dizziness
tiredness
sweating
anxiety
shaking,
sleep problems (insomnia)
loss of appetite
nausea
vomiting
diarrhea
constipation
dry mouth
infection
headache
decreased sex drive
impotence
abnormal ejaculation, and
difficulty having an orgasm

https://thequietus.com/articles/30327-liars-angus-andrew-interview

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