in the face of eternity play possum

It is 11:34 AM late Saturday morning here in western Michigan. Outside today it is gray, cold and damp. A good day to roast hot-dogs.

I got up this morning around 6 o'clock AM. I got up early because I was having a weird crazy dream. I could not shake off this dream so I got up. I got up knowing I could anytime throughout the day sit in silence and doze. Now that I am an old man I know now why old people sleep a lot, it is because they are tired. Life is tiring. Life takes a lot of energy that we old people have lost over the span of our years. So we sleep and pray we wake up before the throne of glory.

I got up made myself oatmeal for breakfast. After breakfast I wrote in my paper diary and read. Carol got home from work around 9:10 AM. She went to bed around 10:05 AM. I have spent the morning reading from a book titled, 'Participating in Christ: Explorations in Paul's Theology and Spirituality' by Michael J. Gorman. I plan this afternoon to watch college football and read.

Last night I filmed a video for my Youtube channel and read, 'Against Memoir' by Michelle Tea. I went to bed last night around 11 o'clock PM. Now it is another day.

I will close to drift through existence.
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