It is in the death flow 9:51 AM Wednesday morning. It is 30 degrees and gray outside this morning. It is suppose to snow tonight.
I got up this morning around 6:20 AM. When I got up I found Carol having her morning devotions. She did not want any breakfast, so I ate frozen waffles for a morning meal. That was fun. After breakfast I messed with our main computer and then wrote in my paper diary. This morning I have been reading for morning worship from a book titled, 'Being In Christ: A Biblical and Systematic Investigation in a Reformed Perspective' by Hans Burger.
Carol this morning to do errands and she told me she did not when she would be home.
I do not have any plans for the day ahead of me. My goal is to keep going no matter what befalls me.
Last night I read from the novel, 'Outside Looking In' by T.C. Boyle. I also read last night, 'Notebooks 1936-1947' Victor Serge Translated By Mitchell Abidor And Richard Greeman. Carol was gone during the evening hours attending her Woman's Book Club.
So existence keeps decaying full speed. There is nothing pressing on my mind this morning. Just the same old shit. Well I suppose I will close to face what comes next. There is no way of escape.