I volunteered today at the local library used books store The Book Nook from 10 AM till 1 PM. When I got home Carol had just put Cora down for a nap. Carol left to go a grocery store before Cora woke up from her nap.
It has been a normal day caring for a 11 week old baby. I have loss awareness of my self so this online diary entry is going to be short. I am exhausted!
At the Book Nook today when not helping people with their purchases I read from a book titled, 'The Invention of Nature: Alexander Von Humbolt's New World' biography by Andrea Wulf. I brought home from the Book Nook these two books to add to our library-
'Less' a novel by Andrew Sean Greer
'Black Robe' a novel by Brian Moore
Last night is a blur to me right now. I think I watched a taped television movie last night before going to bed. Carol went to bed soon after putting Cora down. Carol got up during the night twice with Cora. I got up this morning around 7 o'clock AM. Woke up in a cold sweat.
So existence goes by. There is no way of escape. Trapped.