It is in the flow of death 11:09 AM Sunday morning. It is sunny this morning, but very cold. At least it is not snowing. All of sudden I do not feel like writing this morning in my online diaries. There are times when I get sick of writing the same crap all the time. I am like a broken record always repeating the same old song over and over. But in general life always follows a set pattern. I do not think I could handle a disruption of how my unfolds each day. I would get freaked if something was to happen that would disrupt how I go through a normal day. I want to be left alone and allowed to drift from one moment to the next. I am fully aware that any moment my life could come to a sudden close. There are things out of my control and I must be prepared for the worse.
I got up this morning around 6:45 AM. I got up and ate a bowl of cereal for breakfast. I ate my cereal messing with our main computer. After messing with our main computer I wrote in my paper diary and then read from a book titled, 'God's Glory In Salvation Through Judgment: A Biblical Theology' by James M. Hamilton Jr.
Carol called around 8:45 AM telling me she was done with work and ready to come home. I went and got her at the hospital. Before coming home we went downtown to Reader's World Bookstore to get a New York Times Sunday newspaper and to look at books. I did not buy anything at Reader's World, but Carol bought some children's books.
So the morning has gone by normal. Yesterday I watched professional football the playoffs and read from a novel titled, 'Challenge' by Vita Sackville-West. I also read this morning from a book titled, 'Moral Reflections on the Book of Job' Volume 4 Books 17-22 by Gregory the Great Translated by Brian Kerns, OCSO. I also have been reading articles in the Sunday New York Times national edition. So Time keeps decaying.
I suppose I will close to drift through the day. There is no way of escape.
" For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.  Knowing therefore the terror of the Lord, we persuade men; but we are made manifest unto God; and I trust also are made manifest in your consciences." 2 Corinth. 5:10,11