Last night I went to bed around 9:30 PM but could not fall asleep so I read the book, "The Rise And Fall Of the British Empire" by Lawrence James till I 10:32 PM. Now it is another day to scream into the Void.
Yesterday after getting back from the library used books store I basically dozed and sat in silence till my wife got up to get ready to go to work at 6:15 PM. I plan to do the same thing today, sit in silence. I am sick. I am weary of it all.
I will close to get a cup of coffee and then write some crap in my paper diary. Carol usually gets home from work around 9 o'clock AM. Existence keeps speeding into nothingness.