I am striving all the time for the cumulative effect. The reason why I write so much is because I believe after maybe writing thousands of words maybe something has been written worth reading. I think maybe after making hundreds of videos maybe one of them will communicate something about books/why read books and not stare into your cell phone screen all the time. Better yet why not stare into the face of God throughout the day.
I have always found communicating frustrating so I remain quiet or seek to communicate with silence or a few words. I rarely talk to people outside my cell. What is there worth talking about when we all face Eternity. Hell and Heaven.
So here I sit once again mumbling to myself. I suppose I will close to figure it all out. In the end just go for it and be real.