Crooked Finger (crookedfingers) wrote,
Crooked Finger
crookedfingers
  • Mood: contemplative
  • Music: Xasthur 'To Violate the Oblivious'

intoxicated by the intellectual fervor of European cafe culture

It is in the death flow 8:28 PM Friday night. I have been listening to black metal and wondering what to do next before it is time for me to go to bed. I have been sleepy all day and plan to go to bed early. Last night I woke up a couple of time thinking I heard someone inside our house wandering around. I am always wondering if someone is going to break into our cozy little house and murder us. We live in a blood thirsty world. I am surrounded by murderers. "This know also, that is the last days perilous times shall come. For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, traitors, heady. highminded, lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God" Second Timothy 3:1-4.

I had a super quiet day writing in my paper diary, reading my books and wandering my cell. Tomorrow I once again volunteer at the Herrick District Public Library used books store from 10 AM till 1 PM. My existence keeping by. I am losing my hair and feeling stiff in my joints.

I mainly read these books this afternoon when not falling into a coma-

"Coin Locker Babies" a novel by Ryu Murakam

"Living on Paper: Letters From Iris Murdoch 1934-1995" Edited Bu Avril Horner & Anne Rowe

Well, I suppose I will close to wash the dinner dishes and wait to go to bed. I am trapped.
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