It is in the flow 6:36 AM Friday morning. I got up around 5:45 AM this morning. I got up because I was having weird dreams and my arms were hurting me. I think I slept on my left arm too long during the night and now it hurts. It would be horrible to be in pain for eternity someplace totally dark.
I got up and made myself a cup of tea and a bowl of oatmeal. I ate my oatmeal messing with our main computer. I might go back to bed sometime this morning. I have to keep reminding myself that Carol is not coming home this morning. Carol is away for two weeks. I am alone for two weeks, which maybe is good for me. Once again it would be horrible to be alone for eternity down in a dark pit filled with fire. "And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth." Matt. 24:51
I do not know what I will do today to keep myself awake. It is suppose to be another hot humid day here in West Michigan.
Last night I basically wandered the house and watched a little college football. I went to bed early last night.
Well I suppose I will close to write in my paper diary. I have been mainly reading these days "Anti-Oedipus Capitalism and Schizophrenia" by Gilles Deleuze and Felix Guattari.
" Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come.  But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.  Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh.  Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath made ruler over his household, to give them meat in due season?  Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.  Verily I say unto you, That he shall make him ruler over all his goods.  But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming;  And shall begin to smite his fellowservants, and to eat and drink with the drunken;  The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of,  And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth." The Gospel of Matthew 24:42-51