Crooked Finger (crookedfingers) wrote,
Crooked Finger

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we seem to move through a succession of Nows

It is Now in the flow of the Now 9:01 PM Saturday night. I am once again alone with my Self. My dear wife of 36 years faithfully went off to work at 7:55 PM. I am thankful for a wife who is a hard worker. The other day when we were grocery shopping we ran into a nurse Carol works with and she said to me Your wife is a wonderful hard working nurse. Every body at the hospital my wife works at loves her because she is a hard loving funny nurse. My wife is a kind funny gentle woman. I bring this up because my wife is a godly Christian woman. There are many kinds of Christian spirituality. God looks at the heart. Who am I to judge? As Christians we are all saved by grace and not by anything in us. I love the Church/the Body of Christ. I miss the fellowship of the saints. I am lonely. I long for fellowship with those who love and serve the Lord Jesus Christ. "Behold what manner of love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God! Therefore the world does not know us, because it did not know Him" First John 3:1.

Tonight there is nothing on television worth watching so I am visiting Africa and listening to death metal. I am also cooking food and reading my books. I plan to go to bed at a decent hour tonight. I am no night owl.

I ordered two books by Laszlo Krasznahorkai for our library. I have been reading Krasznahorkai’s novel “Satantango” tonight.

Not much else to report tonight. I do not know what next week holds for us. Life or death? "Come now, you say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a city, spend a year there, but and sell, and make a profit"; whereas you do not know what will happen tomorrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away" James 4:13,14.

Well, I will close to drift into the darkness. Tomorrow is a Sunday. Next Sunday our daughter Bethany will be here in Michigan for a visit with her husband Andy and our granddaughter Louisa Mae. Carol and I look forward to spending time with Andy, Beth and Lou.
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