Crooked Finger (crookedfingers) wrote,
Crooked Finger

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it is only God who can overcome death

It is in the cold flow 5:43 PM Friday evening. I can tell the days are getting longer because it is still light outside. I wish it would get warmer, because I am weary of being cold all the time. So here I sit in my cold main study writing in WordPress. I can write here all I want, because no one reads this blog except me. I am not sure if anyone reads my Diaryland blog any longer and maybe a few people peek at my blog in LiveJournal. In the end I write only for myself and out of a stubborn habit. I am a writer, that is what I am. On our tax forms I have always put writer when they ask me what I do for a living or what is my occupation. I am a writer. I write for my own enjoyment and to share my Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. I am a Christian who writes down his cold flow existence in the beginning of the 21st century. I am an American. I am a citizen of the Kingdom of God. I am going to die someday and enter the Final State/glorification.

So this day has gone by in a cold flow haze. I did not take a nap today even though several times I fell asleep. I plan to go to bed early tonight. Tonight I sleep alone because Carol works tonight. I sleep better when I sleep alone. I do not like sleeping alone, but Carol is a night nurse.

Today I have mainly read “Mr Phillips” a novel by John Lanchester. I am tired, but I forced myself to read even if I am wasted. I need to keep my mind active in my old age.

There is nothing on TV worth watching tonight so I will read and go to bed early. Tomorrow night Carol and I will be caring for our granddaughter Josephine Joy so our son Caleb and his wife Emily can celebrate her birthday. Plus we want to spend time with our little Josie Joy. Tomorrow I volunteer at the Herrick Public Library used books store from 10 AM till 1 PM. Caleb, Emily and Josie will be here tomorrow afternoon around 3:30 PM.

Well I do not know what else to report in my exhausted state. I did leave the house this morning and get my winter coat fixed. After getting my winter coat fixed I visited two thrift stores looking for used books to ADD to our library. I did not find any used books today to ADD to our book collection. I have used books to bring home from the library book nook, so all is not loss. I have coming in the mail next week a book titled, “My Struggle: A Man In Love” Book 2 by Karl Ove Knausgaard [Translated from the Norwegian by Don Bartlett]. I have over a long period of time been reading “My Struggle” Book One by Karl Ove Knausgaard.

I will close since my hands are turning into blocks of ice. There is no way. I am trapped. I can’t be fixed.

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