So this day has gone by in a cold flow haze. I did not take a nap today even though several times I fell asleep. I plan to go to bed early tonight. Tonight I sleep alone because Carol works tonight. I sleep better when I sleep alone. I do not like sleeping alone, but Carol is a night nurse.
Today I have mainly read “Mr Phillips” a novel by John Lanchester. I am tired, but I forced myself to read even if I am wasted. I need to keep my mind active in my old age.
There is nothing on TV worth watching tonight so I will read and go to bed early. Tomorrow night Carol and I will be caring for our granddaughter Josephine Joy so our son Caleb and his wife Emily can celebrate her birthday. Plus we want to spend time with our little Josie Joy. Tomorrow I volunteer at the Herrick Public Library used books store from 10 AM till 1 PM. Caleb, Emily and Josie will be here tomorrow afternoon around 3:30 PM.
Well I do not know what else to report in my exhausted state. I did leave the house this morning and get my winter coat fixed. After getting my winter coat fixed I visited two thrift stores looking for used books to ADD to our library. I did not find any used books today to ADD to our book collection. I have used books to bring home from the library book nook, so all is not loss. I have coming in the mail next week a book titled, “My Struggle: A Man In Love” Book 2 by Karl Ove Knausgaard [Translated from the Norwegian by Don Bartlett]. I have over a long period of time been reading “My Struggle” Book One by Karl Ove Knausgaard.
I will close since my hands are turning into blocks of ice. There is no way. I am trapped. I can’t be fixed.