I am really not in the mood to write anything this morning. I am out of it. I suppose I am lost at sea. I have these periods when I am at a loss. When I am in one these low spells I just wait it out. Moods come and go. Now is a time to rest and wait for mental energy to come again.
I have had a normal morning thus far. I was up around 6:30 AM. I drank old coffee this morning. I messed with our new computer. I can't get my e-mail printed since we got this new computer. Weird. I picked up Carol from work around 8:35 AM this morning. She is now sleeping.
This morning I have not read anything. I have been watching the birds and wandering the house. I did fed the birds and shovel our walkway leading to our front door. I am waiting for the snow plow man to come and clear our driveway of snow. Right now there is some sunshine. I should be outside taking some pictures while the sun is out. This afternoon it is suppose to get bad again-more Lake effect snow.
Yesterday evening I finally went to a local grocery store and go some food. I have been trying to cut back on eating food. I have lost 20 pounds since going on this fast. I want to weigh around 195 pounds by Summertime. Right now I weigh 219 lbs. When I went to a grocery store last night I bought basic food, no junk food.
Last night I watched television and went to bed around 11:10 PM. Now it is another day. Existence keeps decaying. I have been mainly reading when possible my new book titled "The Gray Notebook" by Josep Pla. I still can't get into my Christians books.
Well I will close to feel lost.
" And in the second month, on the seven and twentieth day of the month, was the earth dried.
 And God spake unto Noah, saying,
 Go forth of the ark, thou, and thy wife, and thy sons, and thy sons' wives with thee.
 Bring forth with thee every living thing that is with thee, of all flesh, both of fowl, and of cattle, and of every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth; that they may breed abundantly in the earth, and be fruitful, and multiply upon the earth.
 And Noah went forth, and his sons, and his wife, and his sons' wives with him:
 Every beast, every creeping thing, and every fowl, and whatsoever creepeth upon the earth, after their kinds, went forth out of the ark.
 And Noah builded an altar unto the LORD; and took of every clean beast, and of every clean fowl, and offered burnt offerings on the altar.
 And the LORD smelled a sweet savour; and the LORD said in his heart, I will not again curse the ground any more for man's sake; for the imagination of man's heart is evil from his youth; neither will I again smite any more every thing living, as I have done.
 While the earth remaineth, seedtime and harvest, and cold and heat, and summer and winter, and day and night shall not cease." Genesis 8:14-22