I am sitting here in front of our new computer writing words expecting my wife to call me any moment to come pick her up when she has finished her night shift as a professional nurse. My wife has been a nurse for 40 years. Carol and I have been married 35 years. Carol and I are growing old together. I expect my wife to be at my bedside when I am dying. I will love my wife forever and ever. My love for my wife will never die. My love for the Lord Jesus will never die. I will love God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit forever and ever. I will live forever in a state of holy love. What grieves me is how little I love my heavenly Father-my Lord and the Holy Spirit. How little I love my wife, my children/mates/grandchildren/humanity. It pains me how little love is in my heart. There is too much self. I want to love.
So here I sit on a cold winter day. It is 17 degrees outside this morning. It has been snowing lightly this week. I hope it is a mild winter this year. We will see what the month of January brings us in the way of snow.
I got up this morning around 7 o'clock AM. I made a pot of coffee and came to our main computer to look at stuff.
Last night I watched television and went to bed around 11 o'clock PM. Existence keeps flowing by. Well I will close to wait for my wife to call me to tell me she is ready to come home.
" For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
 Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named,
 That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man;
 That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love,
 May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height;
 And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.
 Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us,
 Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen." Ephesians 3:14-21