So it a Monday morning in the flow of existence. Carol told me last night over the phone she should be home by Noon.
I got up this morning around 6:05 AM. I got up made a pot of coffee and then messed with our main computer. After messing with our main computer I cooked myself a small pot of oatmeal and ate that for breakfast. After breakfast I wrote in my paper diary and wandered the house. I did put on some music this morning, but then turned it off because I could not hear inside of me my inner voice. I am always listening to my inner voice/inner self.
Self knowledge is important. What I find scary is someone knowing themselves and yet knowing they are slaves to their corrupt flesh. It must be scary to know your lusts are destroying you/soul. I remember these words of the apostle Paul (New Testament), 'I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish" Galatians 5:16,17.
Last night our son Josiah called and we talked for awhile. I watched television and went to bed early. Right now I feel like going down in the lower level and laying in the dark.
Yesterday all I got around to reading was from a book titled, "John 1-12" New Testament IV Reformation Commentary On Scripture Edited By Craig S. Farmer.
Well I will close to wander and read my Reformation commentary on John chapter 5 verse 16 through verse 30. Existence keeps speeding by. These words from the Letter to the Hebrews come to my mind, "For our God is a consuming fire" Hebrews 12:29.