I got up this morning around 8 o'clock AM. I have been sleeping in late these days because there is nothing. I got up made a pot of coffee and messed with our main computer. After messing with our main computer I wrote in my paper diary. I have been wandering the house this morning and reading from these books-
"On Contemplating God, Prayer & Meditations" by William of St Thierry
"The Golden Epistle" by William of St Thierry
"Carthusian Spirituality: The Writings Of Hugh Of Balma And Guigo De Ponte" [The Classics of Western Spirituality]
Last night I watched some college football and read "Flaubert" biography by Bart. I went to bed early because there was nothing.
Carol finally called me around 11:45 AM. She went to church with Emily this morning on the campus of Boston College. Carol and I had nothing to talk about.
I have nothing to do this afternoon. Existence keeps decaying. There is no way out.