Crooked Finger (crookedfingers) wrote,
Crooked Finger

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the abyss of human consciousness is naked

It is 8:20 PM Wednesday night. There is nothing on television worth watching so I am listening to music tonight. I have a ton of music and I should listen to it when possible. I have to be in a certain mood to listen to music. I tend these days to like listening to loud aggressive music not soothing quiet music. I like music that challenges me to go outside my Christian comfort zone. Sometimes I wonder if my musical taste causes people to stumble spiritually speaking. But I know the Lord Jesus rules me not worldly music or Pop Culture. I remember these words of the apostle Paul, "But God be thanked that though you were slaves of sin, yet you obeyed from the heart that form of doctrine to which you were delivered. And having been set free from sin, you became slaves of righteousness" Romans 6:17,18.

I have been a professing Christian since August 1970. I married Carol on May the 19th 1979. Being married has kept me on the straight and narrow. These days as we draw near to the date we got married I look over the years and am thankful for my wife. Carol has been a rich blessing in my life and I know in many other lives also. I wish my life was one of blessing to others also. Sometimes I wonder if I live too isolated from the general American population. I just find it better for my mental health to be inside this house in my old age. I am no Spring chicken. I am a retired man of leisure.

I had a super quiet day today. I did not go out after I came home from walking Rudy and visiting thrift stores. I laid down from 1:55 PM till 2:30 PM this afternoon. I always feel more awake after taking a short nap in the afternoons.

I have been reading today mainly a novel titled, "Family And Friends" by Anita Brookner.

Carol got up early this afternoon around 4:30 PM and left for work around 7:50 PM.

I suppose this evening I will read and listen to my CD's. It is too early to go to bed.

Well, I do not know what else to report so I will close to go into the evening hours.

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