I got up this morning around 7:13 AM. I got up made a pot of coffee (four cups). After making coffee I messed with our main computer. Next I ate breakfast and now I am writing in my blogs.
I have noticed that I have entered a state where I am sick of everything. I can't not get into any of books. I am thinking of clearing off my desk of books and starting over. I thought I could get into the The Acts of the Apostles (New Testament), but every time I get out my books I can't get into them. I keep thinking over and over the Day of Pentecost. Next month we in the Christian world will celebrate Resurrection Day (Easter). I recently bought a book titled, "The Final Days Of Jesus" Walk With Jesus During His Last Week On Earth by Andreas J. Kostenberger & Justin Taylor. I can't seem to get into this week either. I spent a ton of money on books lately and already they sit gathering dust.
I do not remember reading anything yesterday.
Last night I watched television and went to bed around 11:30 PM. Carol called when I was putting my pictures in Flickr into their sets. I have over fourteen thousand pictures in my Flickr site. I have over sixteen thousand entries in my LiveJournal blog. I have over thirty thousand pages in my diaries. I have over seven thousand books. What is strange is that no one knows me or wants to know me. I told Carol last night on the phone that if she was to die I would simply disappear. I would sell everything and disappear. I can see myself dying alone someplace isolated.
So what to do today to keep myself awake. Outside this morning I can see clear skies. Maybe around 10 o'clock AM I will go visit thrift stores in search of used books to add to our library.