June 7th, 2021

if there were no self-will, there would be no hell

It is 1:33 PM Monday afternoon here where we live out our appointed moments of being alive. We were created for Eternity not this moment of life here on earth. We are here for a few moments to prepare for Eternal Being someplace else/Hell or Heaven. So do not waste your precious time living for this perishing earth.

Carol and I both got up this morning around 5:50 AM. I got up made a fresh pot of coffee and then messed with our main computer. I did not eat anything for breakfast this morning. I basically spent the morning writing in my paper diary and reading from a book titled, 'The Life of Jesus Christ' Part One Volume 2, Chapters 41-92 by Ludolph of Saxony. I did leave the house around 9 o'clock AM to fill my van with gas and to visit on the way home Gateway Center Holland Rescue Mission thrift store to look at their used books. I found these two used books this morning at the Gateway Center-

'The Meursault Investigation' A Novel by Kamel Daoud Translated From The French By John Cullen

'When Time Stopped: A Memoir Of My Father's War And What Remains' by Ariana Neumann

When I got home I mowed the lawn. Carol left this morning to take a meal to a family/the mother wife is dying of cancer only 42 years old/this family attends Carol's church. After I mowed the lawn I cleaned up and wrote in my paper diary/listened to music.

Carol got home around 12:05 PM from her errand of mercy. So the day has gone by. Existence keeps decaying. Last night I read till bedtime from a book titled, 'The Paradox of Sonship: Christology in the Epistle to the Hebrews' by R. B. Jamieson.

I plan to take a nap this afternoon since I can't find a solid reason to keep my eyes open.

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