November 19th, 2019

What church do you go to? ramble

'Vernon Subutex' 1 a novel by Virginie Despentes Translated from the French by Frank Wynne

In this public video I failed to make plain that in confessional Calvinistic churches one has to swear before God and the church that you will uphold the doctrines of the Westminster Standards/historic Calvinism and you promise before God to not teach or spread any contrary teachings among church members. The main reason I could not with good conscience join a conservative church PCA is that I could not swear before God and the saints that I agree with the doctrines of the Westminster Standards/historic Reformed Covenantal theology. I am unorthodox. Therefore I can not become a member of the PCA. I can not exercise any of my spiritual gifts in any conservative Calvinistic Presbyterian churches. I am an outsider.
  • Current Mood
    drained drained

an idealized drama about contemporary existence

It is 10:48 AM Tuesday morning in the death flow. Once again it is a cold wet dismal gray day. I do not see any sunshine this morning.

I got up this morning around 6:25 AM. I got up made a fresh pot of coffee and ate breakfast while messing with our main computer. After messing with our main computer I wrote in my paper diary and filmed a video for my Youtube channel. After filming a video I downloaded and then dozed rest of the morning. I woke myself up around 10:10 AM to write some more in my paper diary and read 'Vernon Subutex' 1 by Despentes. So has gone by existence thus far today. I am falling asleep as I type these words.

I do not know what to do today fun and exciting. I realize that I am not into doing anything in this present evil age. I could go to a grocery store, but Carol told me over the phone yesterday that we would go to a grocery store this coming Thursday. Carol should be home from Denver tomorrow night.

Last night I watched professional football, messed with our main computer, and read 'Vernon Subutex' 1 by Despentes. I went to bed around 11 o'clock PM last night.

I do not know what else to report this morning so I will close to listen to Cerebral Rot. There is no way out.
  • Current Music
    Cerebral Rot 'Odious Descent Into Decay'