February 27th, 2019

TOTALED - Transience (official audio)



Exhaling the ashes from acrimony, TOTALED materialized in 2017 and recorded it’s ferociously blackened-hardcore debut album “Lament”. While lyrically ruminating in the abstract emptiness of an impervious void and grappling with paradoxical duality, the audial gloom of “Lament” conjures sorrowing burial strings that furiously discharge into an onslaught of punishing resonance wrought with crushing despair, depression, and scavenging hopelessness. Pummeling blasts and d-beats pound into peripherally orbiting shadows of the pixelated black, beneath the pulverizing density of nihilistic bass distortion in a mournful offering of somber funeral strains; The digested celestial nothingness of the eaten, frozen in dimensions of cyclical nooses and gnawing bacterial ether. Conceived incarnations of sorrowful mists from the harvest - Bereaving the morbid light in which we suffer.

releases March 29, 2019
  • Current Mood
    depressed depressed

no created reality shares in the ontology of God

It is in the ice cold lifeless death flow 10:34 AM Wednesday morning. Outside the winter elements fight over who comes first in line.

I got up this morning which could not be avoided. I got up and made myself oatmeal for breakfast. Carol left this morning to have new tires put on our car. One has to have tires in modern Wasteland. We Americans love cars and tires. There are millions of churches devoted to the worship of cars and rubber tires.

I ate my oatmeal messing with our main computer. After messing with our main computer I wrote in my paper diary and read from these books for worship-

'Exalted Above the Heavens: The risen and ascended Christ' by Peter C. Orr

'Embracing Contemplation: Reclaiming A Christian Spiritual Practice' Edited By John H. Coe And Kyle C. Strobel

Last I watched with Carol a taped PBS television show. Carol went to bed early and I stayed up till 10 o'clock PM and read from a book titled, 'Nervous States: Democracy And The Decline Of Reason' by William Davies.

There is not much else happening here so I will close to listen to Xiu Xiu's new record.
  • Current Music
    Xiu Xiu 'Girl With Basket Of Fruit'

preparing my March 2019 paper diary



preparing my March 2019 paper diary

'Exalted Above the Heavens: The risen and ascended Christ' by Peter C. Orr

'Embracing Contemplation: Reclaiming A Christian Spiritual Practice' Edited By John H. Coe And Kyle C. Strobel

'Thomas Murphy' A Novel by Roger Rosenblatt

'Nervous States: Democracy And The Decline Of Reason' by William Davies

'The Epistle to the Romans' [The New International Greek Testament Commentary] by Richard N. Longenecker

'Paul, Apostle of Liberty: The Origin and Nature of Paul's Christianity' by Richard N. Longenecker

'Unlocking Romans: Resurrection And The Justification Of God' by J.R. Daniel Kirk

"There is none righteous, no, not one; There is none who understands; There is none who seeks after God" Romans 3:10,11
  • Current Music
    Starflyer 59 'Ghosts of the Past'