September 3rd, 2018

God is constantly staring at us

It is 10:06 AM Monday morning in the sovereign plan of God. We can not escape the eye of God. God is all-knowing and all-seeing. We can not hide from God. God sees us when we bow down to our idols.

I got up this morning around 7:15 AM. When I got up I made a pot of coffee and messed with our main computer. After messing with our main computer I wrote in my paper diary and then read 'Seeing God: The Beatific Vision in Christian Tradition' by Hans Boersma. As I was reading my wife arrived home from work around 9:05 AM. She has gone to bed to sleep awhile. Carol is off the next two nights from work.

Last night I watched some college football and read late into the night from a novel titled, 'Havoc' by Tom Kristensen Translated from the Danish by Carl Malmberg. I got out of the lower level library last night a book titled, 'The Anatomy Of Melancholy' by Richard Burton.

Well do not know what else to report this morning. I have been thinking of going to a local grocery store, but the very thought of going someplace makes me feel sick inside. I do not want to get into a car wreck and die today.

I will close since I am falling asleep. There is no way out.

decaying toadstool

decaying toadstool

decaying toadstool
  • Current Music
    Castanets 'Decimation Blues'

Here, in the daylight, he had the nagging feeling of being an outcast

It is 9:42 PM Monday night in the death flow. It was a long day! I plan to go to bed by 11 o'clock PM tonight. Carol went to bed a long time ago.

Carol got up from her nap around 2 o'clock PM. Around that same time Caleb called to see what time Carol and I were coming down to their place for grilled meat (Labor Day cook out)? Carol and I drove down the street to Caleb and Emily's around 3 o'clock PM. We had a nice meal with Caleb, Emily, Josie and Cora.

Caleb flies to Boston for work tomorrow morning and comes back Thursday night. Emily has to work tomorrow so Carol is walking down to their place to watch Josie and Cora all day. I will stay here to scream into a black hole.

This evening I watched television with Carol till she went to bed. After Carol went to bed I sat in the dark and then decided to write some shit in my online diaries. I also downloaded the photos I took at the Labor Day cook out at Caleb's this evening. Today I have mainly read 'Havoc' a novel by Tom Kristensen.

Well I will close to go back to sitting in the dark. There is no way of escape. I am trapped.

food to be grilled for Labor Day

Caleb grilling in their backyard
  • Current Mood
    exhausted exhausted