January 8th, 2017

the world's end was the Ragnarok

It is in the death flow 8:44 AM Sunday morning here in West Michigan. I do not know what Time it is on the other side of the cosmos. Does time exist in the age to come? I do know I have received eternal life and not eternal death.

I got up around 5:25 AM this morning. Because I got up so early I have been fighting to stay awake. My wife has been getting up around 3 o'clock AM in the morning lately so when I got up this morning I found her having her devotions. It is a blessing being married to a Christian woman. So I got up due to having weird dreams about pretending to be a pool shark in some small farm town. I made for breakfast this morning a pot of oatmeal. After eating my oatmeal I messed with our main computer and talked to my wife about biblical spirituality in contrast to theological spirituality.

I dozed for awhile and then my wife decided to go downtown for a walk and get some more Sunday newspapers. Our oldest son and his family are coming over for supper this afternoon from Grand Rapids.

Last night my wife and I watched some professional football and went to bed early.

Yesterday I can not remember much about. Carol slept all afternoon yesterday. I do not remember what I did yesterday. My mind is stuffed right now and I can not get any more stuff into it. My brain is tired and needs a rest.

I can not think of anything else to report so I will close to feel wasted.
  • Current Mood
    contemplative contemplative



1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy

2. Submissive to everything, open, listening

3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house

4. Be in love with yr life

5. Something that you feel will find its own form

6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind

7. Blow as deep as you want to blow

8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind

9. The unspeakable visions of the individual

10. No time for poetry but exactly what is

11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest

12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you

13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition

14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time

15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog

16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye

17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself

18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea

19. Accept loss forever

20. Believe in the holy contour of life

21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind

22. Dont think of words when you stop but to see picture better

23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning

24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge

25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it

26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form

27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness

28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better

29. You're a Genius all the time

30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven
  • Current Music
    Unfathomable Ruination 'Finitude'