August 15th, 2016

a development toward cosmic consciousness

It is 8:53 AM Monday morning in the death flow. It is a hot humid sticky morning here by Lake Michigan. It is going to rain today.

I got up this morning around 6:30 AM. I got up and drank coffee made yesterday. Next I messed with our main computer.Everyone got up to get ready for the day. Hannah and Josiah left for Washington State where they live around 8 o'clock AM.

Not much else has happened this morning. I have no plans for the day ahead of me. Existence keeps speeding by. I have been mainly reading the mystical treatise "The Cloud Of Unknowing" the last couple of days. Yesterday I did find time to make a video for my BookTube channel.

I suppose I will close to feel at a loss.

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The Forbidden Transformation

Traverser of the paths of thorns, bones and fire
it is to you I pray so that all tracks leading to my
chosen destination become by your power and blessings
firmly paved and my footsteps become led towards the attainment
of all goals set in accordance with my sorcerous will!

O might Qayin, guide me towards the realisation
of my self-defind destiny and let your scythe
sweep the road ahead, cutting down all that would hinder me!

Holy Qayin, opener of the seven paths and the seven gates
let now your keys be turned in my favour and grant me
safe passage towards success, liberation and glory!

Star wormwoods wine
we drink from the blood chalice
and witness visons of truth
upon the pedistal of infamy
in the region of bliss
lies the heart of the sinner
gaze into the mirror of oblivion
see as the conceptual view of reality
has been altared
as the death of christian morality
will witness the resurrection
of the will to power

Devil worshipping iron warfare
to crush the pia fraus
the secrets are locked away and hidden deep
the key lies within to look hard
through the labrynth of life you will seek victory
the power lies in you so know thyself
defy gods will and make it your own
possess the secret and look within

Become a destiny of the forbidden transformation
let go and Lucifer will show you the way
take a bite of knowledge and lust for a higher existence
for you must create one, for all creators are hard
the triumph of ones indomitable solar will
what you do, nobody can do to you in turn
he who cannot command himself must obey
behold there is no retribution!

I am the godless who speaks
who is more godless than I, that I may delight
in his instruction?
I am the godless, where shall I find my equal?
and all those who are my equals who give themselves
their own will and reject all resignation!

We slaughter newborn christian children
and paint ourselves in the blood of sacrifice
and honour Lucifer and the 11 burning thrones of black flame
the indomitable solar will is ours
invoke the bringerof the cauldron of change and self transformation
ascend to chaos

Hold the hammer of the forge, spark the cunning fire of becoming
let the fire of wisdom and self-discovery guide the path
go forth and embrace the darkness within and beyond
eat the forbidden fruit
possess the secret and look within
become a destiny of forbidden transformation
now awaken and conquer

Star wormwoods wine
we drink from the blood chalice
and witness visons of truth
upon the pedistal of infamy
in the region of bliss
lies the heart of the sinner

Gaze into the mirror of oblivion
see as the conceptual view of reality
has been altared
as the death of christian morality
will witness the resurrection
of the will to power

Devil worshipping iron warfare
to crush the pia fraus
the secrets are locked away and hidden deep
the key lies within to look hard
through the labrynth of life you will seek victory
the power lies in you so know thyself
defy gods will and make it your own
possess the secret and look within

Become a destiny of the forbidden transformation
let go and Lucifer will show you the way
take a bite of knowledge and lust for a higher existence
for you must create one, for all creators are hard
the triumph of ones indomitable solar will
what you do, nobody can do to you in turn
he who cannot command himself must obey
behold there is no retribution!

Holder of the seven keys, I pray to you, O my holy saint of Death!
you who are the remover of obstructions and opener of all closed paths
and doors, hear now my supplication!

THE WAY OF CAIN
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the light of his grace

It is now in the death flow 5:55 PM Monday evening. It looks like it is going to rain sometime this evening the way it feels right now. It has been 80 degrees inside my cell all day, but it feels like things are cooling off finally. I hate sleeping in a pool of human sweat during the night.

Right now my wife is sleeping because she works tonight from Midnight till 8 o'clock AM tomorrow.

I have a day where I am felt dislocated. It will take some time to get back to my normal routine now that Josiah and Hannah have left for their place in Washington State.

I spent the day basically wandering my cell and waiting Time out. I have read only the mystical treatise THE CLOUD OF UNKNOWING. I did not go anywhere today. Existence just went by like it usually does.

I have noticed lately how many times people use the word FUN. I do not like the word FUN. I do not believe in FUN. To me nothing is FUN. Why do people seek FUN? I notice people are always seeking FUN, but not the Lord Jesus Christ. It seems to me people worship FUN and not God. To me most of what people do is not fun, but death. People are silently killing themselves as they have FUN (destroying their souls before the altar of FUN). There is no FUN in hell.

I did read something else besides THE CLOUD OF UNKNOWING today. I got out of our library this afternoon a book I bought when we were at Reformed Theological Seminary Jackson Miss. titled, "English Mystics of the Fourteenth Century" by T. W. Coleman. In this book there is a chapter devoted to the mystical treatise THE CLOUD OF UNKNOWING.

Well I suppose I will close to wait to see if it rains this evening.

"[1] Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;
[2] That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God.
[3] For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries:
[4] Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:
[5] Who shall give account to him that is ready to judge the quick and the dead.

[6] For for this cause was the gospel preached also to them that are dead, that they might be judged according to men in the flesh, but live according to God in the spirit.
[7] But the end of all things is at hand: be ye therefore sober, and watch unto prayer." First Peter 4:1-7
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