June 16th, 2016

low energy batteries

It is now in the flow 7:44 AM Thursday morning. Outside it is rainy, damp, and gray. Yesterday it was sunny and hot. We are having crazy weather here in West Michigan. We are in the Last Days.

I got up around 6:34 AM this morning. Carol got home from work around 4 o'clock AM and is now sleeping. She will get up around 11 o'clock AM and leave for the Grand Rapids Airport around Noon. I am not sure what I will do today since right now I feel like falling back to sleep. When I wake up to gray rainy weather I tend to want to close my eyes and hope for a brighter tomorrow.

I do not remember much about last night. I can' remember anything any more. I went to bed early and now it is another day to wait for another day.

The landscaper came yesterday and cut back our jungle. It looks weird to walk around our home and see all the plants cut back. I feel super middle class now that we had landscaping done around our tomb.

Well I am falling asleep so I will close to feel wasted. I am always operating on low energy batteries.

I should mention that Carol picked up for me a book I have been wanting titled, "Melville in Love: The Secret Life of Herman Melville and the Muse of Moby-Dick" by Michael Shelden.
  • Current Music
    The Ruins of Beverast 'Unlock the Shrine'


It is in the flow of death 5:06 PM Thursday. The day has gone by normal thus far. Carol left this morning around 11 o'clock AM for the Southwest. She told me she would call me when she landed in Phoenix Arizona. I am praying her plane is not a target for a terrorist attack. When I was young a dreamed of world peace, but I go through each day wondering if this will be the day one of our loved ones is killed by a homeland terrorist or some mentally deranged killer. I have to confess by faith that God is in control. Nothing happens in the world without the will of God.

After my wife left for the West I wandered my cell and then decided to go get some money and some food items. While out I visited a thrift store to look for used books. I found no used books today.

When I got home from errands I stuffed my face and read some of the book "Ghost Milk Recent Adventures Among The Future Ruins Of London On The Eve Of The Olympics" by Iain Sinclair. I decided to take a nap around 3:30 PM and woke up around 4:30 PM.

I have nothing to do tonight but wait for tomorrow. Tomorrow is the first day of the Friends of the Library Used Books Sale. I plan to be there bright and early since I will help control the scores of people buying used books.

Well not much else to report right now. Now to wait.
  • Current Music
    The Ruins of Beverast 'Unlock the Shrine'