May 17th, 2016

she has a mouth filled with broken wine glasses

It is in the death flow 11:02 AM Tuesday late morning here in West Michigan. Outside there is evidence of sunshine.

I have been having a normal morning. All my mornings are pretty much the same. Not much changes in my life. I need a stress free life if I am not to flip out. I am not a strong person. I am fragile as a butterfly wing.

I have been reading this morning from these two books-

"American Smoke: Journeys To The End Of The Light" by Iain Sinclair

"The Harvard Psychedelic Club: How Timothy Leary, Ram Dass, Huston Smith, and Andrew Weil Killed the Fifties and Ushered in a New Age for America" by Don Lattin

Yesterday I watched birds, wandered my cell, messed with our main computer and read a book titled, "Psychogeography" by Merlin Coverley. My wife and I watched TV last night (A couple of the television shows I had taped for my wife on our Smart TV. I stopped watching TV at night because I rather read or listen to music.).

My wife works the next two nights and then is off for four nights. We will soon be in the month of June. Already half of the Year 2016 will be history.

I am not feeling good these days. Life seems so empty these days. It is painful to live in the world where everything seems so shallow/fake.

I suppose I will close to drift into the afternoon hours.

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    The Mars Volta 'Octahedron'

a sign of the kingdom

It is in the Flow 2:41 PM Tuesday afternoon. Tomorrow I cover for someone at the library book nook from 3 o'clock PM till 5 o'clock PM. Tomorrow around this same time we could be in another Time Space/the Age to Come. Life is very spooky.

I usually close down for the day around 3 o'clock PM and wait for the darkness to fall.

I have been mainly reading this afternoon, "American Smoke" by Iain Sinclair. In the mail I received a new book titled, "A Manifesto for Theological Interpretation" Edited By Craig G. Bartholomew & Heath A. Thomas.

Not much else to report this afternoon. I suppose I will close to feel wasted.

"[1] Paul, a servant of Jesus Christ, called to be an apostle, separated unto the gospel of God,
[2] (Which he had promised afore by his prophets in the holy scriptures,)
[3] Concerning his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, which was made of the seed of David according to the flesh;
[4] And declared to be the Son of God with power, according to the spirit of holiness, by the resurrection from the dead:
[5] By whom we have received grace and apostleship, for obedience to the faith among all nations, for his name:
[6] Among whom are ye also the called of Jesus Christ:
[7] To all that be in Rome, beloved of God, called to be saints: Grace to you and peace from God our Father, and the Lord Jesus Christ.
[8] First, I thank my God through Jesus Christ for you all, that your faith is spoken of throughout the whole world.
[9] For God is my witness, whom I serve with my spirit in the gospel of his Son, that without ceasing I make mention of you always in my prayers;
[10] Making request, if by any means now at length I might have a prosperous journey by the will of God to come unto you.
[11] For I long to see you, that I may impart unto you some spiritual gift, to the end ye may be established;
[12] That is, that I may be comforted together with you by the mutual faith both of you and me.
[13] Now I would not have you ignorant, brethren, that oftentimes I purposed to come unto you, (but was let hitherto,) that I might have some fruit among you also, even as among other Gentiles.
[14] I am debtor both to the Greeks, and to the Barbarians; both to the wise, and to the unwise.
[15] So, as much as in me is, I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are at Rome also.
[16] For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.
[17] For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith." Romans 1:1-17

I am on verse 17 in my new commentary on The Epistle to the Romans by Richard Longenecker. Let's have a buddy read! We all can read together Longenecker's massive commentary on the Apostle Paul's Epistle to the Romans together. It would be a celestial journey. Don't we all want to get to heaven and sing the song of victory?

Soldiers of King Jesus, raise the shout again,
Victory in Jesus, victory!
Marching to the music of the glad refrain,
Victory in Jesus evermore.


Victory, victory, victory in Jesus!
Sing His overcoming blood, sing the grace that frees us;
Ring it out more boldly, song of faith and cheer,
Till the whole wide world shall hear.

O’er the pow’rs of darkness, o’er the hosts of sin,
Victory in Jesus, victory!
Trusting, watching, praying, we shall surely win,
Victory in Jesus evermore.


Send the happy watchword all along the line,
Victory in Jesus, victory!
Let all error perish, lives the truth divine,
Victory in Jesus evermore.


For His church and kingdom, for each trusting soul,
Victory in Jesus, victory!
From the courts of Heaven joyful paeans roll,
Victory in Jesus evermore.

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