May 31st, 2015

cosmic isolation

It is in the flow 9:36 AM Sunday morning Eastern Standard Time. Outside on this late Spring morning it is cold, rainy and dismal. In 22 days we will have the first day of Summer 2015. Spring will soon be forgotten under a layer of ice and snow.

Carol and I got up around 6:30 AM and went to Bob Evans for breakfast. After breakfast we drove over to a gas station and put gas in Carol's car. Then we came home to wait it out. I have been laying around all morning feeling sick to my stomach and wasted. I should see my doctor on why every time I eat lately I feel sick.

Carol will soon leave for church and after church she is driving over to Grand Rapids to drop off food at where Beth, Andy and Lou are staying. She also plans on the way home to stop and visit with Caleb, Emily, and Josie. I plan to stay home and wait it out.

I have been reading when not in a coma from these two books-

"Satantango" a novel by Laszlo Krasznahorkai

"Life Sentences: Literary Judgments And Accounts" essays by William H. Gass

Last night I laid around the house in the dark and went to bed early. I read till late into the night the novel "Satantango". Now it is another day, the last day of May 2015. Existence keeps decaying.

Well I will close to feel drained of all energy. It will soon be over.
  • Current Music
    Autechre 'Exai'


It is now in the flow 6:30 PM Sunday night. I decided to go with Carol to Grand Rapids after seeing that it was not going to rain this afternoon. We got into Grand Rapids around 2 o'clock PM and visited with Caleb, Emily, and Josie for awhile. After visiting with them for awhile we drove over to Andy's mother's house and visited with them for awhile. It was good to see Andy, Beth and Louisa once again. I had not seen in person Louisa since last Summer. Lou has grown a lot since last year.

Carol and I got home around 5:30 PM and Carol got dressed and went to church. So has gone by existence thus far.

I plan to do nothing tonight. Tomorrow starts a new month. Existence keeps speeding by!


Nanie & Lou
  • Current Music
    Lucinda Williams 'Down Where The Spirit Meets The Bone'